yo I looked down the barrell of a gun and wot did I see, a coward with no hart to pull the trigger talk about how you wanna kill a nigger now you gots to shut ur mouth.
You was no gangsta, you jus a little bitch, let me show you pussy bald head how you scatch that itch.
roll up on there click out the car quick fire bomb hit, run out in the street yea sucka took the bait, run into a barrel aimin at there face click boom adreneline race the look of holy terror all over there face, but it's a bit too late to contemplate, you drew the line in the sand, rollin up on me with a gun in hand, you didn't have the hart to pull, so what did you think, That I wouldn't go get my gun and not shoot one of you with it, dead wrong, well lucky for yours it wasn't dead wrong.
Even when you cracker mutha fuckaz stabbed me up, you fucked up, once again sombody didn't have the hart to collect their bounty, and take me out the game for good, they lucky their ambush worked otherwise it would of been three dead white boys.
I will protect me and mines by any means neccesary.
"It's a dog eat dog world out there, and if you aint the one biting then you the one getting bitt"
dont know where I heard that but it pretty much rings tru.
Ive spent most my life doing the biting and at the same time have been on the reciving end of some sharp ass canies, but shit you wont here me crying over spilt milk, jus not my style and after a childhood being conditioned to the harsh realities of this ugly world was ready at an early age to make sure I was as close to the top of the food chain.
I never strated out the way I ended up but jus thru the nature of the enviroment that surrounds oneself you either gotta "ride or die", and there was no way I was gonna be the cannon fodder on my block, and it jus seemed that the ruffer the block got the ruffer I would get.
Some peeps make a name with the pen and some with a sword.
I found the courage at an early age to stand on my own, jus thru necessity.
School yard bully's didnt have shit on me at school, none of em were bigger than my step dad and he was pretty ruff with my punishment, so what I care bout a couple knocks, what use to catch all the bullys out was after they would try and give me the jabs, they wiping their nose to find blood, wiping their eyes to find tears, scratching thier heads woundering "wot the fuck was that".
Dont get me wrong I did my learning at school was always at the top of my classes, I was jus a restless soul with too much energy to burn and this would be the down fall of the mighty in the future as I seen now, foresight is a cursed gift sometimes.
Knowledge Is Power belive this.
to be continued ............
I have lived most of my time on the dirty side of the tracks.
and now my path is a little more staight
I sit back.
watch pepole from the right side, and try and figure how to fit in to the norms of our society.
how do I fit what must I do?
sure Theif, Drug dealer, Gangsta, Drive By Shooter to convict, been em all, and I've seen more honesty in peeps like me than in a white collar society.
I dont discrimnate when I hit an egg in the face,
black, White, yellow, red they wanna taste
I put em in there place.
lucky the savagrey of old lies dorment down below
but every now and then the wind blows cold
if you shake up the jelicnite its bound to blow
leave you ass buried in a darkend hole.
tell me the truth or tell me nothing at all.
